Thursday, December 1, 2016

For Love of Publishing

I've been writing, off and on, for over ten years now. I've spent a good portion of that time immersing myself in the publishing industry in one way or another. Whether it was going to writing conferences, reading blog posts, fooling around on twitter with popular authors, conducting interviews, or actually working for authors, I've been involved with it for a long time.

I unabashedly love the publishing industry.

This isn't to say that it doesn't have issues. It absolutely does.

(The yearly publishing of Nazi/Jewish romances really needs to stop, guys. For real.)

But I think my favorite thing about the industry is watching it learn. From the readers to the writers, and from the writers to the agents, from the agents to the editors, until it finally makes it way to the publishing houses themselves and the readers again. It's this beautiful cycle from the consumer to the creators that spirals from folks who have worked to improve the industry to the people who weren't even aware that it might need it. And then the cycle begins again, and so on and so fort.

No one can say that the industry doesn't learn. It may be slow, but it gets there eventually.

I love that I can say I've watched the industry go from totally clueless to actively seeking out diversity, not just in content, but in content creators. I love that I'm seeing the industry grow and change for the better.

Keep calling out the bullshit (especially those damn Nazi romances because seriously who the fuck keeps writing those????) because it only helps make our world better.

But don't forget that it's okay to love the industry too. If I didn't love it, I wouldn't be so happy to see it grow.

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

The Day of Enjoyment

I had the apartment all to myself yesterday. I didn't have to put on pants, and only managed a bra because I had to take the dog outside. (And I do not pass through the threshold to the outdoors without a bra.)

I basically had the perfect atmosphere to get shit done on my book. So instead, I went on Netflix and watched the entirety of The Seven Deadly Sins, an original anime (English Dubbed) that I became weirdly invested in after the first four episodes. (Ban is my baby and no one will take him from me.)

I also made a  new patch for my punk jacket in progress,

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Logically, I know that it was a good idea for me to take a day and just sort of veg and do something I enjoyed for no other reason than because I enjoyed it. But it's hard to not feel like I'm being lazy or neglecting other responsibilities. I should've been working on my book, putting job applications out, cleaning my room, or working out, or whatever the hell else my brain could come up with.

But the fact is that I really enjoyed just taking a day to watch a silly TV show, and playing with paint.

It made me feel good, and that is 100% a valid use of my time.

Feeling guilty about it is a waste.

So, if you've recently fucked off and done other seemingly lazy but fun things instead of being "responsible" and "productive" -- do not feel guilty about it. I'm here to tell you that you probably needed that day.

I know I did.

Friday, July 22, 2016

The Change of Location

As of this upcoming Monday, it will have been a month since I moved away from my family to a whole new state. After weeks of packing, and shutting off utilities, and then a grueling 12 hour drive, I arrived in Florida.

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I moved in with my bestie, Jenn Basel, and her partners. Since then, my days have been filled with pokemon go adventures --

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- hanging out at the local coffee shop, the big-ass library in town, and learning the bus system. I'm also job hunting, and desperately trying to get back into working on DMM. Slowly but surely, guys.

Hopefully, I'll start having more substantial posts to make here soon. If only because I'm reading more, so I should have some reviews posted over the next few months. So, stay tuned?

And feel free to follow me on Instagram -- I post there pretty often.

Friday, April 15, 2016

Book Review: Selling Seduction

Selling Seduction Selling Seduction by Allyson Lindt
My rating: 5 of 5 stars
Pre-Ordered from Amazon

Five minutes ago, I finished reading Allyson Lindt's newest title Selling Seduction (Your Ad Here Book #1).

I pre-ordered the title last night when I remembered it was dropping today, since it's my day off and I wanted to enjoy a fun romance.

(Full disclosure: Allyson & I have been friends for a number of years, but my review is totally separate from personal regards)

I'm still grinning over this book. Admittedly, one of my biggest weaknesses in the romance genre is the Best Friend's Big Brother Trope. It doesn't always work well, but Allyson pulled this off beautifully. Right off the bat, you know what's going on, who all the players are, and what kind of issues Mercy and Ian are facing.

There are a few little twists and turns plot-wise that were so perfectly done that I had to stop and gape at my computer screen. I'm at a coffee shop, so I couldn't scream at the computer the loud "WHAT" that I wanted to, but I did immediately send a tweet to Allyson, shouting because I had not expected the plot twist that happened.

The emotions in this book were so vivid and realistic, the obstacles that the heroes were up against felt just as valid as if they were real people. I felt like the dialogue was on point--and I particularly liked the way that Mercy would call Ian out when he would shove his foot down his throat.

Something I realized about halfway through the book was that Mercy is an amazing example of how to do female characters correctly. She's not perfect. She has insecurities, a past that still affects her to this day, she's faking it til she makes it, and she's not any extreme of one thing or another. She capable of being the strong businesswoman without sacrificing who she is for it. She sticks to her guns, even if it hurts.

She's complex and real and I love her.

I am so looking forward to reading the next book, featuring Liz Thompson (Ian's little sister and Mercy's best friend). LEASING LOVE is supposed to be out later this year, and as soon as it's up on Amazon, I will be pre-ordering it.

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Saturday, April 9, 2016

Book Review: Ancient Magic

Ancient Magic Ancient Magic by Linsey Hall
My rating: 3 of 5 stars
Received Book from Netgalley

I was initially drawn to this title because of the cover, and I found the summary to be intriguing -- someone with a dragon's soul? That sounds cool.

The story starts off ten years ago, when three young women wake up without their memories. They know only that they are hunted because of what they are. FireSouls are considered dangerous in this world, hunted and despised for their ability (and proclivity) for stealing the magic from other people after killing them.

Reading this book, I did find that there was a level of awkwardness in how the author distributed information. It often felt like an info dump, rather than a natural exchange of information. I did enjoy the camaraderie of the little family the three young women had built, but I don't think the depth of their feelings for each other quite came across as much as the author was trying for. It may be because we don't see the ten years they've spent together, but I still felt as though the bond was sort of contrived?

I did enjoy the story as the book progressed -- and I'm curious to know exactly who is hunting the FireSouls and who Cass & her friends are -- but I felt like the first half of the book was missing something.

I loved the concept of the Origin, a title granted to the one Shifter who can become any creatures (real or mythical) and I found Aidan to be equal parts annoying and endearing. I think the main reason I found him to be annoying is because he so easily falls into the "rich Alpha male with a difficult childhood" trope and I was hoping that he wasn't going to.

Overall, I enjoyed the read, but I do hope that the writing gets tighter and the characters' bonds become more evident in future books.

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Friday, April 1, 2016

The Whining Of A Big Baby

To be honest, March was not a great month for me, productivity wise. Over the course of the month, I managed to write 1k and walk 4 miles.

Very impressive, right?
yes this was me all month

Then to top it all off, I got sick this past weekend and spent 3 days drowning in mucus and gatorade, desperately popping allergy pills in an effort to breathe while I slept. I'm still stuffy and poppin' allergy meds.

i am a big baby when i'm sick
But on the bright side of things, I've been reading a lot more this past month. I sat down and read A Court Of Thorns & Roses and fell in love with SJ Maas' writing all over again. Then I read A Court Of Fives, which, unfortunately, I didn't love as much as I had hoped I would. As a palate cleanser, I picked up Tawna Fenske's Frisky Business, which did not disappoint (as if she ever could) and followed that up with Victoria Dahl's Talk Me Down which was delightful. (I always accidentally read Dahl's books out of order and I'm pleased to report that the reading experience does not suffer for it)

I may go ahead and write up a few reviews for a few of them, just for shits and giggles.

In the meantime, I have a sex scene I'm inserting into the middle of my WiP (oh the jokes i could make...) and I have a few other things to take care of.

Til next time, folks! Hopefully my next update will have better news!

Saturday, March 12, 2016

The Pros & Cons of Focus

I am not a writer who constantly has six different ideas going on all at once. Despite my procrastination tendencies, I tend to focus on a single idea at a time.

Now, this isn't to say I don't have a lot of ideas-- I've got plenty -- but I don't try to make notes on them or write snippets on them, let alone try to write them at the same time as any other project. Currently, I'm working on Dead Metal Magic, my parallel dimension story with a PTSD suffering former soldier and her badass assassin lady lover. I've been pretty solidly focused on this project since the tail end of October.

I've got one Kitsune story (working title is Biting Butts) that I've had brewing in my brain for about two years now, but it's never been the right time to work on that. Jenn Basel and I had come up with an idea about two lesbian witches being matched up by their familiars (which I still want to do some day because hilarious shenanigans).

My point is, even though I have a lot of ideas for future projects, I always focus on a single book at a time. And this has its pros and cons.

One benefit of this is that I don't get confused on what goes where with which project, and I get to spend a lot of time with the characters and the world. Beyond that, I also get where I'm going a wee bit faster than I might otherwise.

One consequence of this is that I get burned out faster, as well. When I hit the last stretch of You Can't Fix Dead, my last project, I was so burned out. I just wanted to finish the damn thing. I barely bothered with basic description, just trying to get the plot over and done with so I could take a break. Don't get me wrong, I loved the story. I still do. I have so much love for the characters I created and the emotions that I poured into that book.

I recently went back and read a good portion of it, and I have to say that the book contains some of my most emotional and poignant writing. But it also contains some of my laziest writing as well.

I'm trying to learn how to recognize my burn out signs. Am I avoiding the book? Am I actually burned out or am I just stuck? Did I write myself into a corner? Have I gotten bored with a specific storyline, and if so will my readers get bored with it?

But to be perfectly honest, I also struggle with depression. So I have to determine what is legitimate burn out and what is depression creeping in to screw with my progress?

It's been about two weeks since the last time I made real progress on DMM, and today I'm headed up to the coffee shop with April Holec so I can try to get some work done. I'm hoping that my lack of productivity lately has just been depression, and not burnout.

Friday, March 11, 2016

Book Review: A Darker Shade Of Magic

Kell is one of the last Travelers—rare magicians who choose a parallel universe to visit. 
Grey London is dirty, boring, lacks magic, ruled by mad King George. Red London is where life and magic are revered, and the Maresh Dynasty presides over a flourishing empire. White London is ruled by whoever has murdered their way to the throne. People fight to control magic, and the magic fights back, draining the city to its very bones. Once there was Black London—but no one speaks of that now.
Officially, Kell is the Red Traveler, personal ambassador and adopted Prince of Red London, carrying the monthly correspondences between royals of each London. Unofficially, Kell smuggles for those willing to pay for even a glimpse of a world they’ll never see. This dangerous hobby sets him up for accidental treason. Fleeing into Grey London, Kell runs afoul of Delilah Bard, a cut-purse with lofty aspirations. She robs him, saves him from a dangerous enemy, then forces him to another world for her 'proper adventure'.
But perilous magic is afoot, and treachery lurks at every turn. To save all of the worlds, Kell and Lila will first need to stay alive—trickier than they hoped.

After weeks of hearing about the genius that is A Darker Shade Of Magic, I finally picked the book up at my local library. I sincerely hoped that it would live up to the hype.

Guys. Guys, this book more than lived up to the hype.

From page 1, I was hooked. This isn't the usual style of book that I tend to fall for, but Schwab's writing is so crisp and clear, poetic and dramatic, I couldn't help but trip into love.

Victoria Schwab has created an amazing three dimensional universe with this book. The characters are bright and complex; I am particularly fond of Lila, the crossdressing thief seeking adventure, no matter what it might cost her. Kell, the Not-Prince who wants to feel alive and like he has some kind of control in his life.

I want more of Prince Rhy, the charming young man (I'm unsure if this was confirmed for sure, but I'm fairly certain that Rhy is 100% hella bisexual and it's beautiful) who just wants to be a good, strong King and wants his brother to be safe and happy.

But as much as I loved the characters, and the plot was inspired (like, no, really, it was inspired as hell), I have to say that the world building itself stole the show.

With overlapping parallel dimensions that communicate and war with each other, different languages, the sheer detail of the Londons blew my mind. This book is talent and skill at its purest.

So if you're a fan of political intrigue, sadistic kings, sentient magical systems, crossdressing thieves, and the kind of brotherly love that makes your heart hurt, I highly recommend this book. I sincerely look forward to picking up the sequel soon, A Gathering Of Shadows. 

OVERALL RATING: 5 of 5 Stars

Thursday, March 3, 2016

The Hope for Productivity

Last month, I started doing the Sticker Process to try and increase my productivity.

I meant to do weekly updates to show my progress, but to be honest, time got away from me. February zoomed by like my cat chasing a hair tie. (For the record, Mick The Cat is fanatical about hair ties.)

So I didn't do the updates. But I will say that I managed to do a decent amount of writing last month, clocking 5,984 words on DMM, the current work in progress. I also recently joined a local gym and have been going a couple times a week.

All in all, despite the fact that I'm hoping to move in the next month or so, I've been pretty productive in other aspects of my life.

This month, in the photo to the left, you'll notice that I have no stickers  so far(except on Saturday and that's my YAY TIME TO VOTE reminder) primarily because I've been working.

Based on my sticker count from last month, I'm most productive on days when I don't have to go to the DayJob and when I can walk down to the coffee shop.

My goal this month is to beat my 5k from last month and double it. We'll see if that actually happens, but I'm optimistic.

I also picked up a few books at the library this past week. I've been bad about reading over the last few years, and I very much want to return to my old habits.

Right now, my TBR Shelf includes:

Dead Witch Walking by Kim Harrison
The Good, The Bad, & The Undead by Kim Harrison
A Darker Shade Of Magic by V.E Schwab
Court Of Fives by Kate Elliot
The Replacement by Brenna Yovanoff
A Court Of Thorns And Roses by Sarah J Maas

With the Harrison books, I have read them before but it's been a few years and I'm actively trying to read more Urban Fantasy again. I've hit this point where I'm loyal to, like, four UF series and I don't bother with any of the others on the shelves. I hate that I've limited myself like that, so I'm trying to break out of it.

I've heard nothing but pure awe from those who've read ADSOM by Schwab, so I'm hoping that it lives up to the hype. COF, again, I've heard amazing things about it.

Years ago, I interviewed Brenna Yovanoff after the announcement of The Replacement's release and I loved the idea of it, but I never got around to actually reading it. So I'm going to rectify that.

And I'm an absolute fangirl over SJ Maas' Throne of Glass series, and I'm hoping that ACOTAR is going to be just as good.

As I finish each book, I'm going to try and post reviews. I'm finishing up Three Days To Dead by Kelly Meding right now, so hopefully I'll be starting on the shelf soon.

So stay tuned for reviews and Sticker Updates, folks!

Friday, January 1, 2016

The Excitement Of New

It's been a while since I've posted, and I imagine it's been a while since you've visited. But we've got a new look for the new year, and new hopes for the upcoming months.

I've been steadily working on a new project since the beginning of October, and I'm really excited about it. Progress has been pretty good, especially when compared to You Can't Fix Dead which took me well over a year just to finish.

To be honest, I pushed through the last half of that book the same way any retail worker pushes through the last half hour of their shift. They just want it to be over so they can go home. Half-assed attempts at pretending you care while watching the word count go up and speeding through scenes so you can say they're done.

It makes for a lousy book, to be frank. I still love YCFD. It's one of my favorite stories I've ever worked on -- sure, some of it cliched and kind of lame, but the emotions are there and that damn thing made me cry more than once.

But I've set it aside, for a few reasons; chief among them that I was burned out on the story and secondly that now isn't the time for that book to be the one I try to submit for publication.

So I'm writing a new book. Right now, I'm stuffing it in the general "Fantasy" genre because I can't find a subgenre that works best for it. The closest I've come to describing it is "Dark Angel aesthetic, Mercy Thompson style Fae, and Kate Daniels' mix of magic and technology in an alternate world" and that's not even close to being something I can actually use later on.

But as of right now, we're still in the first half of the book so I've got plenty of time to hammer out the details. 
This year, my focus is definitely going to be on getting this one done and getting ready to start querying -- gods willing, I'll be at that point by June. I'm giving myself six months to get there. 
Anyone got any publishing/writing goals for the new year?